My Tourniquet

2010-12-05T20:07:00.000-08:00

Imma die. Tumblr is down today.

And I feel lost lol.

2010-09-26T01:05:00.001-07:00

After all that debate between Blogger and Tumblr, I finally created a Tumblr.

Follow me at http://mizzybizzy.tumblr.com/

I'm still gonna keep my Blogger here though, just in case Tumblr doesn't work out for me, or when something too awesome happens to me, and one blog can't contain all that awesomeness.

The last time I checked, nothing too awesome happened. So I will be Tumbling around for awhile.

Removed my taggie coz the fucking bots are getting onto my fucking nerves.

Okay I'm done packing. Byeee.

xoxo

2010-09-24T02:36:00.000-07:00

Annoyance, anger, disgust, guilt, pity, sad, tired.

Anymore and I would fucking die.

2010-09-24T00:21:00.000-07:00

I hate it when Firefox shows this page over and over again when I refresh my page. Feels as if it is not trying hard enough or simply refuses to try.

xoxo

2010-09-15T04:52:00.000-07:00

I actually like Digital Essentials. Haha. Life is full of surprises.

The second one was a backup incase my first one sucked. I think I look pretty good with Lego eyes.

Anyway today is an uneasy day because Joyce beat me in Bejeweled. After this block imma get back my throne!

xoxo

2010-09-10T07:07:00.000-07:00

Had a family gathering today at grandma's. I was shocked at how small the grown-ups seem to look now/ how much I've grown. I am now the tallest girl in the family. No, not even that. I could be the tallest PERSON in the family since I'm taller than all my uncles.

I feel like a freaking giant.

I am now a big girl who can't rely on others anymore. A voice in my head is telling me to be responsible and sensible, but somehow, I can't bring myself to listen, because it would seem like the weight of the world is crashing down on me.

Looking through my baby photos to find something suitable for my montage, I remembered how small I used to be and how safe I felt. I wish I could feel that way again.

Screw my growth spurt.

xoxo

2010-09-08T04:54:00.000-07:00

This is like AGES ago but I think it will be a song everyone will remember.

Gwen is so amazing.

xoxo

2010-09-07T02:42:00.000-07:00

Sometimes certain people might be a big part of our lives, and living would seem impossible if that person is non-existent. But that person might only be a phase of our lives, a figure who helps us grow up and judge better. As time passes, it is possible to slowly leave that person in the past and move on. Its not easy, but it does not stay difficult either.

So cheer up, my friend. :)

xoxo

2010-09-05T21:07:00.000-07:00

Looks easy but it does took me some time. Digital essentials is actually not as bad as I thought.

Feeling horrible. My head is going to explode anytime soon. I swear to drink lots more water everyday from now onwards.

xoxo

2010-09-02T05:24:00.000-07:00

Little things really does have an impact on life sometimes.

Played Bejewelled on my phone on the way back from school just now and I totally had THE HIGHEST SCORE EVER. Can you imagine? The game kept going on and on. It lasted for so long that I didn't mind when game's over. It was super intense. I suddenly felt tired after the game and had a great mini nap on the bus.

When I reached home, I was bloody thirsty. Then I opened the fridge to find that the bottle of Green Tea was STILL THERE. Like miracle! So I gulp down a cup and suddenly felt energetic for another game of Bejewelled.

In the middle of the game, my Paramore poster fell off the wall again. I got this BIG scare because I was so engrossed in my game. I failed at Level 3 this time though, and I went to stick up my poster again.

What a random Thursday. In a good way. Sort of.

xoxo

2010-08-30T02:02:00.000-07:00

Waking up today morning was horrid. But nevertheless I got through the first day. Fourteen more early wake-ups to go, then I can sleep like a pig again.

My skin's been a whore lately. Sadness much. Whatever happened to flawless skin? Glad I have my Skinfood black sugar mask with me. Bought it from a blogshop at such a great price, and it smells soooo good. Honestly, I didn't like its fragrance when I tried the sample pack, but now the smell is like a drug to me. Skin feels soft and supple after usage too!

I don't really know why I am making a huge commercial out of this. Yep.

xoxo

2010-08-29T05:40:00.000-07:00

I didn't really intend to blog today. But I'm feeling kinda down. Not in a way that I want to cry. Just feeling a little frustrated, and that the weather is a little too hot.

I don't know why, but I really really hate Sunday nights. Makes me feel a little insecure. And it does not help that school is starting tomorrow. I'm freaking out that I gotta wake up at 6 plus tomorrow morning. Like mega freak out. Ever since I graduated from sec school, waking up early has been a big issue for me.

I really really REALLY don't wanna wake up early. I don't know but it feels mega horrible.

And I don't know why I'm feeling so lonely right now. I could die.

Moaning and groaning never works so imma stop here. Toodlely.

xoxo

2010-08-26T23:31:00.000-07:00

Potato head.

Pumpkin head.

Capsicum head.

Random camwhore pic.

xoxo

2010-08-24T08:35:00.000-07:00

Sooooooooooo. Made a new background for mah dear little bloggy. It might seem simple, but it got me REAL frustrated while fixing it up. Nevermind.

I reeeeally wanna have Subway for lunch tomorrow. But I freaking can't because I WILL NOT touch the twelve bucks I put aside for my next month's contact lenses. How did I ever do that in the first place? Well. I bought....

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! My life-saving and money-saving Kimchi Ramen! Two bucks for 5 packs. This brand's ramen is guddddddddddddddddd man. That should last me until Friday. I'd add some eggs and crabmeat to go along. That should stop me from thinking about Subway. That should.

xoxo

2010-08-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

Or maybe, I shall have both Blogger AND Tumblr!

xoxo

2010-08-19T23:41:00.001-07:00

Hmmm...I think not.

xoxo

2010-08-19T23:36:00.000-07:00

Should I abandon Blogger for Tumblr?

xoxo

2010-08-18T06:51:00.000-07:00

Heehee. So edited to photoshopping now. I mean addicted! SR, I wanted to say that you are super photogenic, but I decided against it if not you will go all BHB again.

Ooops I just said. And you said I am stingy on compliments. Hahah.

Went back to NC today with SR to see Ms Kong and Mdm Ngoh. Meant to ONLY see Ms Kong and Mdm Ngoh. Dunno why the poodle had to show her fucking face and bark at us with her fucking voice. Crazy poodle with rebonded hair. Hello, you are still a hairy dog no matter how many times you straighten your furry ass.

Went to Vivo afters to shop Daiso. Bought this custard pudding mix with *caramel syrup* (Y) Gonna make it tomorrow man!

So sad right. This is the closest I can get to baking.

Hey no! I should be happy. I have pudding to eat! Just visited Delia's blog. If birds walking past her can already make her happy, I don't see why I shouldn't shout "YIPPPPEEE YAH YAHHH!" to pudding. Haha but seriously, her post made me notice all the small little joyful things today. Makes my spirits higher. Let's hope this feeling lasts.

Anyways! My Miffy has Twitter now! Haha. Just follow @miffmiffsniff if you are curious what she does all day. Lol. Okay, toodles.

xoxo

2010-08-16T06:56:00.000-07:00

Finally finished editing the pics! And these are not all. Totally camwhored like crazy. This pretty much summarised what we did in celebration of dear Mikey's eighteenth. It suddenly struck me that I have a bunch of caring and fun-loving friends. You guys are (Y) and <3 .

Anyways, I'm eating mushrooms straight out of the can right now. Will I die? Meh, I don't care. I'm starving and that's the only thing my kitchen could offer. I know I have a sad life. Sobs.

xoxo

2010-08-14T20:42:00.000-07:00

Kyup. My dollhouse for the final assignment. 3DArtVeryFun has just ended and I miss it already. The other peeps in class have done awesome stuff too. So much effort has been put in. Shame on myself for always arriving late and going off early. Those people were there practically the whole day. Wished I had put in more effort to make it look like my dream house. I get so frustrated with myself when I don't do things hundred percent. I never give it all I've got. Like I can't run fast without a lion behind me.

Nah, not even that. I will probably get eaten up before I knew it. So that's what my existence in this world is about? Being a lion's meal. Geez.

I will give the lion a generous treat by stuffing myself first. Going off to Seoul Garden with the girls later. Lion, I hope you like BBQ chicken stuffings.

xoxo

2010-08-12T08:29:00.000-07:00

What's with old people playing their music out loud? It makes me imagine myself all old and wrinkly, playing a Paramore song in public. What would the youngsters then think?

The thought is just plain creepy.

xoxo

2010-08-09T20:50:00.000-07:00

How many people will stand by you forever, no matter what happens? How many would sit by you, listening to your problems without interrupting with theirs? And how many would be grateful that you were actually there for them?

Like two or three. Maybe one. Or none.

There are times when people make you feel like AHHHHHHH, the world is bright and wonderful and smells like lavender blah blah. And then there are the times when they make you feel like they are the selfish scum of the earth.

Sorry for the "emo" post. You know, having a blog is like having a second home. Sometimes the rubbish pile up, then its time to take out the garbage.

My bin might fill up pretty fast lately, so screw that.

xoxo

2010-08-06T09:08:00.000-07:00

My darlings, Mummy is probably not bringing you home because I want to expose you to the outside world. You are at a place called Temasek Polytechnic now. People might touch you in a way you don't like. When that happens, please don't be scared. That's part and parcel of being a Mache and an Origami. Although you two are from different species, you are still siblings, and I want you to be there for each other at all times.

I will not forget those time we spent together as a family. Heart you both <3

xoxo

2010-08-05T21:05:00.000-07:00

*WANTS*

Get this for me and I promise you I will wake up on time everyday, really!

xoxo

2010-08-03T22:08:00.000-07:00

So I'm done eating (and fixing the toy) so I shall post about my experience.

Well, basically Kinder Joy is a product that is full of yummy goodness. It is also rich in milk, which is equals to lots and lots of calcium to build stroooooooong bones! The sad thing is that, it actually didn't come with the three big kisses that the woman receive in the commercial. I search throughout the whole package but nothing. No kisses. Oh well.

And this is the toy! I so fixed it myself man. I must be so lucky to get this blue plane. I bet its a RARE. So don't be too sad if you don't get a blue plane like mine. If you really want it, I would consider selling it at a negotiable price. Let me know.

Yesterday's bus trip home with SR is really one of a kind. Was surprised to see her all angry and menopausal at first. Where was the annoying monkey I use to know, I was thinking. BUT. Me save the day with my rainbowy-sunshiney goodness (rare) and then the clouds subside, and we have this ridiculous gossip session that doesn't make sense at some parts. I bet you are laughing when you read this, woman! Ahahaha don't suppress! Annoy whoever's around you! Haha. Joking. Relax a bit, anyway. Letz go outz after this block, okay? I'll get you a Kinder Joy next time.

xoxo

2010-08-03T21:42:00.000-07:00

My first Kinder Joy I'd ever have in my entire life.

Hehehe, will munch it up and update on the experience later.

xoxo

2010-07-31T20:21:00.000-07:00

People are so judgmental.

I heard that people around me always describe me as quiet, which can be really annoying. But scary? Fierce?

Like HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH?!

Hello, I am as harmless as Elmo and as friendly as Ronald McDonald (though not quite the Biggie Smiley, but you get the idea). So how does that make me scary???

The comments surprised me so much that I went to the mirror to analyse myself. I look pretty normal, I guess. Except for the fact that .... I have FANGS!

As if.

So yup. I'm keeping my nails short too.

xoxo

2010-07-31T20:13:00.000-07:00

You cover up your imperfections with fake confidence.
It's like trying to cover up bad skin with too much foundation.
It's almost sad to watch.

xoxo

2010-07-28T21:23:00.000-07:00

AMAZING.

THIS is Disney, okay? THIS. Not Hannah Montana or some High School Musical shit.

xoxo

2010-07-27T07:05:00.001-07:00

So sad that clay work is over. So mad that wire work is up. Its the most dangerous and deadly material that I had ever worked with.

NOTE TO POLICE: If I die within these two weeks, don't bother looking for a murderer. Its the wire that killed me.

I'm not kidding. I nearly pierced my eyes twice, and my fingers lost all their senses. Almost. If not I won't be able to type all these out. Not forgetting to mention how many cuts I found out when I was showering and they stung.

Or maybe I'm over-reacting a little because my wire crown turned out WAY uglier than imagination. Felt so ever demoralised. I hate demoralised me. Because I will turn into some cranky old menopausal bitch. Seriously having no drive at what you're doing makes you feel ugly and gross. That's what I'm doing now. Feeling ugly and gross.

When I get some cash at the end of this month, I'm so gonna start a scrapbook AND FINISH IT. I was horrified by the number of my scrapbooks that lasted for only the first few pages. This shall train my drive and passion in doing things - if I ever get started.

xoxo

2010-07-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

I just happen to feel like reading Twilight again and I did.

I was pretty amazed by Stephenie Meyer's writing skills. I love her humour which is not like the direct humour you always see in other chick flicks. I think her only regret should be the agreement for the Twilight saga to be made into movies. Now a good book is now overrated like Justin Beaver*, which I think is a huge waste. Now people find faults with the saga because the movies are bad, criticising the too-perfect ending.

But hello? If perfect endings don't happen in books and movies, where would it?

I am wondering why I'm sitting infront of the computer, blogging about the Twilight series and the injustice I felt for Stephenie Meyers when I'm still not done with my journals. I amuse myself. Maybe I might go join a circus when I'm finished with poly. Shall at least try to finish my journals now.

* Justin Beaver is an egghead who makes bad music but is totally unaware of it.

xoxo

2010-07-24T09:29:00.000-07:00

If I were guy I would marry Sierra. :)

But too bad I'm not. :(

I can marry Blake though! :)

But he has a girlfriend. :(

There's Devin though! I shall marry Devin. :)

Haha. Anyway, best song from the album and awesome live acoustic show.

xoxo

2010-07-21T19:00:00.000-07:00

Dear Irony,
Stay away from my life. You think you're so funny but you're not.

Dear Troubles,
I hope you are just a phase.

Dear Happiness,
Where are you?

Dear Childhood,
I miss you.

Dear Life,
Get well soon.
And please return those things that you have taken away from me.

Dear You,
I'm sorry.

Dear pimples,
Fuck off.

xoxo

2010-07-21T05:41:00.000-07:00

She is that awesome.

xoxo

2010-07-19T19:43:00.000-07:00

So its all MY FAULT once again. To you, I am always the villian. You blame me without blinking an eye. You have no idea how it affects me. I JUST GOT OUT OF BED FOR FUCK'S SAKE. This might take over my whole day.

Insensitive shit.

2010-07-18T02:34:00.000-07:00

3D art fundamentals begins tomorrow at the ridiculous timing of 3pm. Yeah sure we get to sleep in, but its just weird.

I was wondering why the world seem so unfriendly lately. Hate it when cashiers at the supermarket give me rude stares before scanning my items and doesn't bother to say thanks afters. Hate it when I stand waiting for the bus drivers to open up their stupid doors but they drive their asses away. Hate it when my colleague ignores what I had to say and launch into her own talk. Hate it when customers expect whatever that they want to be in stock.

Hate it when I felt as much hatred as guilt.

What a fucksome, stupid world. One of these days I shall blast off to a planet where all the aliens have five compassionate hearts each. ONE OF THESE DAYS.

xoxo

2010-07-14T21:17:00.000-07:00

LOOK WHAT MIKEY DID TO US!!!

And then there is Versaemerge's new video! Sierra is sooo prettaye :)

This doesn't make much sense
Think far out but I'm still locked in
I'm still lost, walking circles
The floor swallowed me up
There's no where to go

There's a vulture on my shoulder
And he's telling me to give in
Always hissing right in my ear
Like it's coming from my own head
It's got me mixed up, trying not to give up
Tell me there's a way to get out of here
Oh, fixed at zero

I've learned to talk with my fingers
The only that voice that wakes my ears
Oh make my bones do something
Ever wanna jump out your skin
Anticipating til the sidewalk ends
There's no where to go

There's a vulture on my shoulder
And he's telling me to give in
Always hissing right in my ear
Like it's coming from my own head
It's got me mixed up, trying not to give up
Tell me there's a way to get out of here
Oh, fixed at zero

There's a vulture on my shoulder
And he's telling me to give in
Always hissing right in my ear
Like it's coming from my own head
It's got me mixed up, trying not to give up
Tell me there's a way to get out of here
Oh, fixed at zero

Fixed at zero

xoxo

2010-07-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

Since FY doesn't have FB and no one can convince her to get one, I shall post the pics here today JUST FOR HER:)

Anyway, Despicable Me was not a hilarious as I expected. Nevertheless, the small yellow squirts managed to lift my spirits.

I simply love it when I stumble upon new songs from the bands I like without having to look high and low.

HEY MONDAY!

xoxo

2010-07-13T05:16:00.000-07:00

Feather earring! Made it myself by attaching a piece of feather on an earring hook. Don't think it doesn't freak me out a little. But I'm one step ahead of overcoming my phobia of chirpies. At least the feather is pink and brown rather than the horrifying black and grey.

xoxo

2010-07-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

Regretted all those oreos last night. Oreos can either be my best friend or my worst enemy. I had a big fight with it just now on the bus which I lost and had to cross the street to take 72 back home.

OR MAYBE. It was that new friend called Mango mochi.

Doesn't matter. I doubt I would pass the quiz anyway. I forgotten how to study for tests already. How did I do that the past TEN years? How did I memorise chapters about Hitler and Lenin and something about Land or Bread or Peace?

That shall be remained as a mystery. Shhh...

xoxo

2010-07-08T20:52:00.000-07:00

TGIF.

Fridays are usually the best day of the week. Because Friday is not a Monday. Because there is guitar class on Friday. Because on Fridays, you see this amazing relaxing weekend ahead of you. Or not quite. For me, its more of like a mirage. My entire beautiful Saturday will be spent at Punkstar, and on Sunday I will be finishing up whatever that I can't finish up today. And then at night I will get early Monday blues.

Had one of my weird dreams last night. Dreamt that I met the ten-year-old version of myself! But seriously it made me miss my childhood a lot. Was such a happy and imaginative girl then. I wonder if that small girl in my dream knew that she is gonna grow up into such a moody bitch who complains about her life in her blog while not doing her journals...

JOURNALS. I was supposed to do Journal 14 yesterday. I even considered finishing 15 as well. But I didn't. I didn't even start on 14. WHAT DID I DO WITH THE COMPUTER ON THE WHOLE NIGHT?

Oh yeah. I watched Family Guy. Have been watching at least one episode per night for the last two months, and last night was no exception. At this rate I'm gonna make my Sunday worse than ever.

I guess I better go do those motherfuckingjournals then.

xoxo

2010-07-08T03:21:00.000-07:00

All Time Low's awesome cover of Gaga's Alejando.

xoxo

2010-07-06T19:41:00.000-07:00

Expectations. Why do I have to meet the expectations that everyone is giving me? Its restricting me so badly that I want to snap already. I wish I was never last time so I won't have to be now. There's something inside me, that is swelling up so fast that I cannot control.

And how can I talk to you if you keep screaming at such high decibels that my ears cannot receive? If the person who is supposed to understand me the most can't listen to me, then I doubt anyone would.

I am selfish, everybody is selfish. It is just a matter of who is more selfish than others. So stop making me feel that I shouldn't belong to this world. I have enough to bear, so STOP doing this to me for no reasons at all. I have done nothing wrong. So I don't understand the guilt that you are splashing me with.

Yep. I'm just a typical teenage girl ranting on her blog. It's no biggie.

2010-07-04T05:32:00.000-07:00

Peter is sooooooooooo retarded! HAHAHAHAHA.

xoxo

2010-07-02T02:13:00.000-07:00

So WHITE right? I finally summoned up my courage and allow my mom to put them in the washing machine. It has been years since they are washed. Could be ten years. I DON'T KNOW. They are just really dirty, especially in the middle of their face where me and my sis smell them at a daily basis.

I was super worried what the washing machine might do to them so I went to check on them every 3 seconds during the washing process, despite having to do some fucked-up journals. I remember the last time they were wash (I'm probably about 7 or 8), the second miffy from the left fell down from the 7th storey while drying up. I literally shrieked and went straight down to save her (I didn't jump down after her. I used the lift.) I was glad that she was still alive.

Somehow all four of them developed personalities all these years. Miffy 1 is shy, messy and loves porridge. She is messy because she always spills porridge all over herself, and also on others. Miffy 2 is both my fave and Ruby's fave, although she is actually mine. We both love the fact that she has two little thumbs and that she has the most perfect head-shape. She is cheerful and very insistent, she never gives up on any arguments. Miffy 3 is sarcastic and a little mean. She shows a great dislike for Miffy 1 and often intimidate her. However she shows her soft side sometimes. Miffy 4 is like a big sister, gentle, loving and the one who is stuffed by the most cotton ...

Maybe you would think that its either I have a damn good imagination or I'm crazy. Well I tell you I'm both.

xoxo

2010-06-30T05:29:00.000-07:00

Life sucks, life is unfair, life's a bitch. There are so many phrases to describe Life negatively.

Never ever take anything for granted because it disappears without a sound.

No. Not even "Poof".

xoxo

2010-06-27T03:24:00.000-07:00

My stinka little sister had a really great idea what B.J., the yellow dinosaur from Barney and friends stand for. Unconvinced, I did a wiki search and found some thigh-slappingly funny critiques about this purple dinosaur:

Criticism

One specific criticism is:

[H]is shows do not assist children in learning to deal with negative feelings and emotions. As one commentator puts it, the real danger from Barney is denial: the refusal to recognize the existence of unpleasant realities. For along with his steady diet of giggles and unconditional love, Barney offers our children a one-dimensional world where everyone must be happy and everything must be resolved right away.

HAHAHAHAHA. What the fuck!

xoxo

2010-06-25T00:48:00.000-07:00

Why do people wish each other 'Sweet dreams' before bedtime? I don't like sweet dreams. Nobody should like sweet dreams. Because when you wake up from it, you get this sick, disappointed feeling in your tummy.

Don't get me wrong. I don't like nightmares either.

And I don't know why I'm talking about this.

Maybe too much comDI really gets to my head.

xoxo

2010-06-24T09:00:00.000-07:00

What can be worst than Avril being together with Brody Jenner? If your answer is having ComDI together with Design History, you are so right.

I am sooo effing tired. Design History is okay, I guess, since its an online thing. But it still requires brain cells! Lots of them. ComDI is more than murderous. I can feel myself go pale everytime Selvarani briefs us on our assignments.

Oh, how I wish this block will pass fastfast.

Delia passed me a jelly from Zhiwei after class today. ONE. Then when I got home, all hungry and grateful there is a jelly in my bag, I reached in to get it. Then, I felt another. And another. And another. The yellow jelly underwent mitosis four times! ALL yellow! I was so puzzled that I smsed Delia if she had given me just one. She did. Oh well, I hope the same thing will happen to that two-dollar note. Then I'd be FILTHY RICH!

I will just be waiting for that day then.

xoxo

2010-06-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

Facebook's photo uploader failed to satisfy me once again so I shall upload Delia's Evil Clones here:

xoxo

2010-06-21T01:42:00.000-07:00

I hatehatehate the new block of lessons.

Its like all the stuff I dreaded come together.

The only good thing is that we don't have to wake up freaking early in the break of dawn.

But then we have the sickening E-learning thingy.

Oh well, I guess its one way or the other.

Anyway, I CAN'T BELIEVE I did not make a blog post for a movie as awesome as ... TOY STORY 3. Funnayye, expected. The movie will make anyone believe that toys come alive when you are not looking. I will never look at my stuff toys the same again. I will even hold them once a while so that they don't feel neglected and go running off to a day care just to have kids play with them. Honestly, I haven't pass the stage which I hold up stuffed bunnies and make them talk to one another.

'O toys, y'all are soooo sacred.

Finally got my camera yesterday! Not what I have in mind ( a red Canon) but still lovable. Its Canon, but turquoise. Thanks Dad!

xoxo

2010-06-17T06:46:00.001-07:00

Went to class BBQ ytd. Was great, and the first time ever I helped out at the pit, although its just some lunatic fanning. Gotta give that lazybum of mine some exercise already! It was also the first time I launched into a conversation about the birds and the bees with a bunch of classmates at a BBQ. HAH! Anyway, I didn't know soo many classmates of mine can play the guitar so well. I felt like a failure, watching them play so well. DB34 is indeed a bunch of talented human beings. YEAHHHH.

Gonna watch Toy Story 3 tomorrow! Yayayayayayayayayayayayayayay.

xoxo

2010-06-17T06:09:00.000-07:00

1. Fixed At Zero
2. Stranger
3. Mind Reader
4. You’ll Never Know
5. Figure It Out
6. Fire
7. Celeste
8. Up There
9. Window
10. Lost Tree
11. Let Down
12. Father Sky
13. Your Own LoVE

Yep, its out. And yep, I have illegally downloaded it to my mp3. And yep, I just had Cuppucino ice-cream. And yep, its nice.

Anyhow, this album is ace. ACE ACE ACE. Just like how I expected, its dark and haunting and awesome. Probably the best album out this year. To me, it ranks at the same level as Paramore's Brand New Eyes. Not gonna go all professional and start a whole review, but the only thing I can say is - if you are an alternative-music junkie and you don't listen to this record............................................................................... YOU WILL MISS OUT A LOT.

2010-06-16T00:53:00.000-07:00

Wasting away
Tonight Alive

And so the sky becomes a dream,
I never dreamt because im just too busy
waiting for nothing and wasting away

Dont tell me its too hard, you were never there from the start
Im not about to give this up, giving up was never enough (no)

And so the sky becomes a dream,
I never dreamt because im just too busy
waiting for nothing and wasting away
And so the sky it watched my dreams,
fall to pieces right infront of me
Coz im just too busy waiting for nothing
and wasting away

and i never wished for anything more, than to find what ive been looking for
and i swore to myself i wouldnt lie to myself, how could i let this happen?
so i pull myself aside, take the time to tell myself its alright,
coz you werent there to dry my eyes

And so the sky becomes a dream,
I never dreamt because im just too busy
waiting for nothing and wasting away
And so the sky it watched my dreams,
fall to pieces right infront of me
Coz im just too busy waiting for nothing
and wasting away

xoxo

2010-06-15T05:27:00.000-07:00

Who can resist a cup of nice, cold, sweet honey green tea from Cupwalker?

Not me :) Thanks to my stinky little sis.

xoxo

2010-06-14T23:52:00.000-07:00

It is so annoying how you expect a reply but that person just doesn't even bother to tell you NO, I CAN'T MAKE IT.

Dunno why I'm in such a grumpygrumpygrumpy mood lately. Another block has ended and I'm supposed to throw streamers already, but seriously no mood at all. The only thing that can cheer me up is:

I need some funny action!

xoxo

2010-06-13T00:10:00.001-07:00

Where is everybody when I need them?

xoxo

2010-06-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

Did you know that if you put both your knees up on the back of the seat infront of you on the bus, hold on to it with your hands, allow your back to leave the back of your seat, you will be like having a POWwowwow sleigh time on the bus?

I found out today. :)

xoxo

2010-06-08T02:01:00.000-07:00

New video from Paramore for Careful is out! Not pow-wow-wow awesome, but awesomely real.

xoxo

2010-06-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

Gave my blog a small little clean-up + revamp because I get complaints that it loads no faster than a snail. Hope it loads a bit faster now.

I really don't want this to happen between us. I still remember those times when I worship you, and was thus able to tolerate all the crap you gave me. Apparently my thinking changed. I am not rebellious. I'm just tired. Sometimes I really want to give you a chance, but you blow them over and over. Is this just a phase? Because I can't wait for this to end either, although I appear so reluctant. Please find out what's wrong.

Seriously, sometimes I wonder what I am living for. Nothing is ever so important to me anymore. Am I tired of life already? That's absurd because people mostly get tired of life at the age where they are almost kicking the bucket. I tried to imagine life in the near future, but looks like I see nothingness. Everything is too boring. Or am I becoming boring? Sometimes I just lack that energy already. Getting sleepy at odd timings is getting on my nerves. I just want to be ignorant and stupid at point of times.

This post is sooo fucksome. I hate being so blue, but God has not invented technology that allows you to choose your feelings yet. So yup.

xoxo

2010-05-27T05:37:00.000-07:00

I have a new celebrity crush who is not of the same gender as me. Introducing...*drumroll*

BILL KAULITZ

I still have not got over Josh Farro, but too bad he's married. Bill is my new eye (and ear) candy. He is a guy with loads of eyeliner, but NO he is not gay. Just watched an interview of Tokio Hotel on Youtube with the guys in the band bringing lots of suspense to female fans by telling us what type of girls they go for. Bill believes in love at first sight and he likes girls with nice hands.

If I ever go to one of Tokio Hotel's concert, I would rush into Watsons and buy whatever hand products they have to make sure my hands are at their best condition.

Anyways, racist jokes are making their way in to my life again. It took me sooo long to get over the addiction but HELL YEAH I'M AT THEM AGAIN. Watching Family Guy consecutively for 3 days doesn't help either. Peter Griffin is the most racist fat guy ever. And I love him. WAIT that is NOT a crush.

Crush is on Bill <3

xoxo

2010-05-24T03:30:00.000-07:00

Had a drawing and laughing session with the girls and guy (Joshua) today during drawing essentials. One significant quote by Mikey made me LMAO. We were talking about how Joshua is like a couch potato, then suddenly she went:

"A crotch potato??"

Ohmeegod. Epic LOL.

xoxo

2010-05-22T22:31:00.000-07:00

Found a picture of Bill Kaulitz of Tokio Hotel without make-up. And he looks freaking HAWT!

2010-05-22T19:09:00.000-07:00

Si-y took us on a trip to the navy open house on Friday and I didn't expect it to be so fun! I mean its like we can just go INTO the battle ship and the helicopter and all. The ship totally had the Titanic feel. Like you can imagine the waters rushing in and drowning us all. No just kidding. But the steps are reaaal steep. If your shoe size exceeds size 40 then you might be having a problem, because with shoe size 39 I'm practically having a fit.

Took many many pictures of the trip! For those less fortunate people who never get to explore a battle ship, I will be uploading some pictures later on. Or maybe I will be a lazy bum and don't. Or I might. It depends.

xoxo

2010-05-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

End of the super tiring block, start of a better one! I have this feeling that I will like Drawing Essentials much more than the in-your-face Visual Presentation or the draining Ideation. Mainly because the lecturer is really friendly and awesome. I enjoy her lessons (and I would enjoy it even more if the noisy Mdm Tia next door does not too loudly. Bimbo.)

So it was like sketch sketch sketch today. Bought a new sketchbook for this module, the same one I always use for art lessons last year. Which makes me nostalgic. I realised I miss Ms Kong's art lessons so much. Although its mostly laughing and talking. But I miss that lots...

Should totally move on, MOVE ON already!

French-fried with FY, Deon and Joshua after lesson. It was supposed to be ice-cream at first, but anyhow, the fries are good. Thanks to Joshua we got to try many types of sauces. Like honey mustard and salsa. Those I should add to my Yummy sauce list. FY lamed today. Didn't expect a lame joke from her. YAY. All influenced by president of the smiling club. Want my membership card, club-tee and badge already. LOL.

Just wishing for everything to be fine. Forgot what it is like to be happy already.
xoxo

2010-05-11T21:45:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!

First debut album by Versaemerge is out June 22, called Fixed At Zero. It is also a track in the album. The song is awesomeness, so check it out:)

Awww yeah.

xoxo

2010-05-08T22:33:00.000-07:00

Didn't post for quite awhile again because I was diagnosed with.........

Chicken pox =.=

What the fuck man, seriously. I have 5 months to get it and I don't. I have to get it at this crucial period with assignments that stood a higher percentage. And just when I was all happy that my cough was better and I can have chocolates soon. Not. I mean, this is just the first month of poly and I'm struck with diseases. Though I know its a blessing I won't get it ever again (probably).

I'm so sick of my life. I really hate making grumpy blog post, but I can't help it if my life is all grumped up. I really am a person who can be contented with nice little stuff, but I don't get them hard as I tried. I feel so tired.

xoxo

2010-05-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

I totally neglected this blog cos the first two weeks of poly life is nuts. Assignments overlap until the lines are blur, I was practically coughing my lungs out, and I'm getting sick of looong bus rides. But overall, Temasek Poly is already awesome, lacking nothing. But somehow there's still an empty space in my heart. Seems like everyone are happily moving on to adulthood but I am still there living in my own fantasy. I missed that little girl I used to be. Sometimes when I expect to see her in the mirror and I don't, I get a shock. I should treasure what I have now and move forward with everyone else, but deep down, all I want is for everything to be simple again.

Realised I haven't laughed it out for so long.

I want more Mini Toons Gummies please.

xoxo

2010-04-19T05:06:00.000-07:00

First day of school. Woke up at a bloody 6 am this morning with both my alarm clocks ringing. My gosh, I reaaaally HATE waking up early. Luckily school doesn't start so early tomorrow 'cos I'm dead beat from my one-and-a-half hour bus ride home.

Morning started with a three-hour talk by a Moses guy, but everyone was well-entertained throughout the talk because Moses has this guddd sense of humour. Besides having entertaining speakers, TP also has the BEST video makers who doesn't make camp videos lame. I think I might really like this godly school. But that doesn't erase the fact that everything still feels like a dream which I might wake up from anytime. God, I'm really slow at digesting reality.

Then came my first lesson ever in my poly life. To be honest, the air-conditioned classroom was a little TOO cold and a little TOO comfortable, Mr Na speaks a bit TOO soft and the video he showed us was TOO...boring. So I was TOO sleepy. But hey, I did make an effort to look very interested as if my whole life is about art. But shallow as I am, I closed my eyes every few seconds and opened them to see if the video was over. Anyhow, I did catch what my lecturer was telling us and I scanned through all the papers he passed out. He even showed us this awesome-ness portfolio of a random ex-student which lowered my confidence level dramatically. My new classmate Fong Yee looks just as stressed out. Anyway, we were given this list of materials required for class, so after lesson(which ended an hour earlier!), I went with Fong Yee to explore the bookshop to look for some materials. Man the bookshop was ACE compared to sec school bookshop. Because you can actually walk INTO the bookshop, not just a stupid counter with a bored aunty waiting for kids to swarm. It sells all the candies in the world which got me hyped up. LOL.

Eyes feel like they're on fire now. Gotta eat some meds. Tataaaaaaaa.

xoxo

2010-04-17T18:20:00.000-07:00

I would say that Design camp was awwweesome. The activities are very well-planned. That is very rare for camps. My favourites would probably be the super-freaky nightwalk and the Heavy Downpour.

I wanna post somemore, but I'm officially sick with a bad sorethroat and a throbbin' headache. I DON'T WANNA BE SICK PLEASE!!!

xoxo

2010-04-11T06:33:00.000-07:00

Okay so...actual life will be starting in two days time. That will be a new phase of life, different from the past four years that I spent. Tomorrow will mark the end of my 5 months of vacation. I've had, not a lot, but quite a bit of experience. I had:

1. Gone to my first prom.
2. Worked at Robinsons.
3. Went to a concert.
4. Found myself a job at Punkstar.
5. Attempted to dye my hair.
6. Cut my hair short.
7. Started a blogshop (not done yet, but do look forward to it!)

And if there are other things I can't remember them right now. This holiday is the best among all the others, because I do not have to stress over anything, really.

I guess this is it. Time to brace myself for something new and exciting:)

xoxo

2010-04-06T02:53:00.000-07:00

I previously had proof that Hayley Williams rocks harder than Gaga and now I have evidence that Sierra Kusterbeck sings MUCH better than Britney Spears :)

Blake has pretty awesome vocals too. He reminds me of Josh Farro from Paramore. Me likey :)

xoxo

2010-04-05T22:20:00.000-07:00

You thrive on ideas. Sometimes you are like the naked branches of winter, raw and real and true, the weathered rocks of life, the rough barks of trees, but that's yourself when you are being creative. You are very creative: you have so many ideas and characters and drawings and things swimming inside your mind. Your personality sometimes takes shape of those characters and things, and sometimes you make people confused. Your emotions, most of your life, have been veiled. You have been living a hidden life inside your closet of emotions and thoughts that you feel like you look at the world very differently. When you talk to people, sometimes, it's like script. People think you're interesting. They want to get to know more about you, and sometimes, you let loose things because you are glad to let go of some things and to share some secrets, but other times, you leave them disappointed, veiled again. You have a difficult and complex personality, but once someone is fond of you, they can never let you go--you're just as attracting.

Reeeeeeaally?!

xoxo

2010-04-04T23:15:00.000-07:00

Have been watching all the veeeery old Mickey Mouse cartoons with Rubes:)

So this is an oldie record player:

This is a Mickey-Mouse inspired record player:

LOL.

xoxo

2010-04-04T22:16:00.000-07:00

Watched Avril's "Alice" MV and "Don't Tell Me" again just now and I felt like cursing. Actually I felt like that the moment I saw the Girlfriend video about two years ago. I'm really glad she's SO over the TBDT era, but sadly even in Gothic form, she doesn't seem as talented as she was before during Let Go and Under My Skin. I like the Alice video alright, but Avril sounded as if she swallowed acid and lost all the depth of her nice voice. I realised she starting to look and sound like a poser. Many people say that in the past, but I never agreed - that is, until now. But I will never bear to start being Anti-Avril, because after all, I listen to her songs growing up, so she's like my childhood heroine or something like that. Her new album is coming out in June, so I will be crossing my fingers for better work of hers.

Anyway, went to Bugis with SR yesterday to make new speccas and shop shop shop. Bought this jacket which I was looking for high and low. Spotted this cuuute high-waisted shorts but didn't manage to buy it due to lack of cash. But it is okay, since I've already wrote down this mental note in my NEATEST handwriting that I will get it when I go collect my speccas. And then I hooked pinkies.

Had a freak-out session while lunching at KFC yesterday. We were inside this KFC with glass walls (I know almost all KFCs have glass walls), so I was sitting facing outside, which means I can see OUTSIDE through the glass wall, and SR sat facing inside, so she can only see INSIDE and can only see OUTSIDE if she turns her head. Then this creepy man stood OUTSIDE behind SR, looking INSIDE for a looong time. I knew he was not looking at us coz he seemed to be staring at the menu over our heads. I warned SR about him standing behind, so naturally she turned her head around and got a shock. The lazy bastard can jolly well come INSIDE to see the menu, rather than stand OUTSIDE and look like some effing perve.

Going off to see Lee Min Ho's new drama. Laters :)

xoxo

2010-03-29T21:09:00.000-07:00

Here's some proof to show that Hayley Williams is waaaaaay more awesome than that weird Lady Gaga.

I think she has muuuch better vocals than Lady Gaga, and I know for sure she shows less flesh than Gaga in music videos. I used to think Lady Gaga has a great style, but after watching the Telephone MV yesterday, I think she's nasty.

Since I'm at this topic, I wanna say that Justin Bieber SUCKS TO THE MAX. Someone gotta help this arrogant kid get out of his trance. Call me a meanie, but I enjoy reading the comments people post about him in Youtube, 'cos 80% are negative comments and 19% are nosey parkers advising others not to be mean, although they don't like the Beaver as well. And of course that 1% belongs to the naive, lovesick little girls (or even old girls) who are head-over-heels over him.

"I'd always have girls chasing after me," he said in an interview, which really put me off. And while I was walking to the CC with Rubes yesterday, we were talking evil about this Justin Beaver, when we passed by this group of teenagers playing "Baby" on one of their mobys. MAN, was I DISGUSTED.

Don't ask me why I have so much dislike for this 16( or 12?) year-old-kid. The radio was always on during work, and I don't know why the DJs have to play "Baby" as many times as the word appears in the song itself. It caused me some misery.

Its nice to get things off my chest. HAHA!

xoxo

2010-03-24T22:18:00.000-07:00

I suddenly thought of an artist I took notice of last year while doing an art assignment. Camilla D'Errico is a really awesome artist, whose style I admire (and is envious of). Basically, her paintings are of a lone girl wearing pieces of animals (literally) on herself. At times, those paintings can be pretty gruesome, with the presence of creepy crawlies or My Biggest Fear. I guess I'll just ignore those and pay more attention to the rest.

Camilla's artworks I look up to:)

Here's some pieces of her paintings I found online:

Purrrrrdy stuff:)

xoxo

2010-03-23T07:35:00.000-07:00

Found some better quality videos of the Paramore concert in Sg :)

Crushcrushcrush:

Decode:

xoxo

2010-03-22T03:57:00.000-07:00

Went back to NCHS today for Prize-giving rehearsal and of course visited our dear Ms Kong and Mdm Ngoh. Met SR at 372 bus stop then we went into the school (damn the side gate was not opened). Had some yummy noodles before we went up to the Art room. Chatted with Ms Kong and the new trainee teacher for quite a long time. Ms Kong is still as animated as ever. I realised I missed her and Mdm Ngoh, and also the awesome art room. Really missed those times when we are doing our coursework in there! Art lessons are always a treat. Afters was the rehearsal, which me and SR met several old schoolmates. So we were sitting in that school hall that we spent four years in. I really can't describe anything as nostalgia - my feelings were too weak for that. Sad to say that I don't miss anything else about my ex-school.

Meanwhile, dear SR's got some flattering comments about her hair. *Winks* Hahaha. Anyhow, we will be going back again on Friday for the actual school anniversary.

Oh yeah, I see Mdm Chow flattened out her lioness puff.

xoxo

2010-03-17T03:58:00.000-07:00

Went to Bugis today with mah sista to make some new specs. The speca shop was at 156A of Bugis Village. We've decided to make some good use of the $100 Optic Point voucher that was given to us on a yearly basis by NCHS. Yupp, the ones we always chuck away with our old textbook at the end of every year.Remind yourselves that it can be useful.

Rubester chose a blue specs at the beginning, but later realised that she was off budget. Chose a red one instead (to match her name?) , which I thought looked way better than the initial. After the $100 voucher, an additional $98 was needed. Myself lent her the 50 bucks deposit first (I shall be her loan shark for the time being, heh heh). Then afters we headed for Bugis street to do some shopping. I bought the tiny backpack that I had been craving for, a brown vest and a vintage wallet. POW-WOW.

Afters was thirsty, so we wenta get some coke from Macs, before we sat near the fountain, lauging at the peepo who tripped on a hump nearby. It was pretty ridiculous. Then we got into the Junction to grab some meaty yummies from Dong Dae Mun. Bought some Chewy Juniors cream puff for supper tonight. Chocolate oreo is highly recommended by meh. Try it:)

Went to Dhoby Gaut next to take some gudd neos which are only $3!!! What a steal!!! Didn't know cheap neoprints existed anymore. We arcaded awhile before going Daiso to get a notice board and a new cup for us both.

Rewarding day is what you call today 'cos I bought cool stuff.

Burning day is also what you call today 'cos I burnt a hole right through my pocket :(

xoxo

2010-03-15T01:12:00.000-07:00

Sitting infront of my lappy, watching You're Beautiful, the most awesomest Kdrama ever. Okay, I admit I'm pretty slow as compared to the fans of Kdramas (most of them probably already digested the whole series) while I'm still munching on...

I was so inspired that I did a cartoon of the band in the drama:

And I did one of Paramore the day after the concert:D

Here's one with Hayley (and her twin) :

Sighhh, really. Some peepo just want to bring out your imperfections so that they can feel whole again. It's a cruel thing to do, woman. But I will continue to listen to your rants because I feel sad for you. Poor thing.

Gonna go back to watching my drama. I'm at Episode 10 already, and the series ends at Episode 16. Left only 6 to go. So sad. Sniffers*

xoxo

2010-03-09T22:09:00.000-08:00

Chop chop chop. Okay my hair is short now. It's not a matter of choice - my hair falls off at an alarming rate. Hope it will be better now that its not hangin' or swingin'. I always wanted to give short hair a try, and I guess I got it :)

xoxo

2010-03-08T06:56:00.000-08:00

Couldn't help ripping from Youtube:)

First song:

Encore:

2010-03-07T21:32:00.000-08:00

Paramore
was
like
the
most
AWESOME
band
that
has
ever
existed.

WARNING: This post might go on forever.

The concert yesterday night was completely EPIC. I swear ninety bucks was totally worth it. My only regret was that I didn't have a proper camera with me to capture everything. I wanted to slap myself then.

I set off real early, at 5 pm last evening. I did dread the travelling a little, you can't blame me - it was a DRAG: bus to amk mrt, squeezy mrt with smelly Indian men to City Hall, another mrt from City Hall to Kallang, frantic cab flagging at Kallang, then I'm finally there at the Indoor stadium.

Heaps of Parawhores are already hanging out outside the stadium, buying snacks blah blah blah. A stall selling Paramore tees caught my eyes and I rushed over to find out that each costs 40 bucks. Oh. Then I start to get a lil lonely, coz apparently people there are mostly in crowds of 3 or more. Its sad, but the thought of seeing the band later on got me going. Awwww yeah:)

Went to the North entrance and there was this looooooong queue of peepo ready to rush in. There was a lot of waiting, but finally the entrance opened and we all dashed in. And then comes the waiting. A guy with Alfro hair in the standing pen (crazy fan?) entertained us with his shouting and waving and I have to admit he was funny. Once in awhile someone would shout "PARAMORE!" although they were not there yet, and the audience would cheer.

Finally the lights dimmed and everyone shouted. But oh well, it was just the opening band with a female lead like Paramore. Peepo behind me suspected she's trying to act like Hayles and I agree, but also gotta say she has a good voice. Then there was a next song by them. And the next. When I thought they would never end, they did, and the crowd went wild. Following that was another frustrating wait as the stage crew took their time to arrange the stage.

I was getting irritated when FINALLY, FINALLY, the lights dimmed again and the whole band went onstage. OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! Hayley's hair was still in the The Only Exception video mode and I was loving it. I can't believe they were all there! Jeremy, Taylor, Zac and Justin (no Josh. Sobs*) I could have died. The crowd was crazy as expected.

Then the intro to Ignorance came on. YAH YAH YAH!!!! It was awesome, with us chanting "Ignorance is your new best friend." Hayley's voice was utterly beautiful. Next was Cruchcrushcrush, one of my favourites. Following was That's what you get, and Hayley points her mike at the audience. It was freakin.Fans started to throw gifts up on stage for the band. Next two songs were Looking Up and Careful, which were epic. Then came another of my faves, Let the flames begin. It totally rocks, and Hayley did her kneel-down in the bridge which was mega-cool. I forgot to mention she was totally HOT in these leopard print skinnies. AWESOME.

Fans continue to throw stuff up. A guy even took of his stinky shirt and threw it onstage. Hayley laughed and said," It feels....disgusting. It's really sweaty." LOL.

"There's no stopping us now,we're family."

"You guys have the most beautiful voices."

Then Hayles talked about seeing The Only Exception video on MTV in the hotel and WHOO~ The next song was The Only Exception! Someone threw a black beanie onstage and Hayley was so adorable to wear it throughout the song!

Then she spoke about how the fans in Sg waited 5 years for them to come." I promise the next time we come...it won't be five years." OH MY FUCKING GOD!! So the next song was from their first album, Never let this go. " I will need my favourite tambourine for this one." Aww Hayles is adorable:)

Following was Pressure, an effing great song, also from first album. Absolutely love Jeremy's somersault and spinning with his guitar! LOLS. After that was a loud headbanging song, For A Pessimist, I’m Pretty Optimistic. Loud and FUCKING great:)

After Pessimist was Where the lines overlap, which I manage to record with my moby. I realised I seemed to miss the whole show when recording so I stopped during Decode, the next song, which I simply enjoyed, and I bet it will be loved by the Twilight suckers. Then poof! Paramore was gone. But I did check out their song list and I knew the show was not over yet. The crowd yelled " We want more!" And dear Paramore appeared once again. Misery Business turned us on immediately. Finally it was Brick by boring brick, the last song with the highest energy ever. Especially at the last part. Paramore fucking rocks.

Everything seemed to end so fast. Before we knew it, Hayley was jumping around the stage, Taylor running around like crazy. LOL! Oh my, I miss them so much already :'( But the memory was priceless:)

Okay, piccys time!
(My camera was crap so the pics were actually ripped from Facebook peeps :p)

2010-03-06T23:41:00.000-08:00

Paramore concert is like tonight?????

OMG somebody save me.

Too excited to write anymore. Will update sooooon:D

xoxo

2010-03-04T05:12:00.000-08:00

I finally turned 17! Haha. One more year worth of freedom. Thanks for all the wishes I received:)

Went out with the girls today to watch Alice in the Wonderland by Tim Burton which premiered today. Went to Cathay cineleisure first to get the tickets for the 3:50 show. Got our ticks at $6, student price. Lovely. Then we head for lunch at Suki Sushi, and threw ourselves to the buffet lunch there. Stuffed ourselves with one-month supply of sashimi. Whee~ Blessed. The only bad thing is that one whole bunch of students came in and totally hogged the waitresses and created a long waiting time for our food to be served. Oh well. But we had plenty of time anyways, so it was still a guddd lunch :P

Afterwards we go shop around to give our bloated stomachs a break. Bought two pairs of cute earings for only 90 cents each! What a steal! :D Then we went to get some neoprints which did not go so smoothly (as usual) but turned out okay. We tried taking summore pics with szerui's camera but looks like its not easy to take a proper pic of three people. The effort was there, I suppose... Then we gave up, since the movie was about to start anyw'ay.

I would recommend Alice in the Wonderland, I s'ppose. The only negative about the movie was that the Red Queen had me completely freaked out. And I didn't really worship the girl who played Alice. She's a good actress, but she feels foreign and unfamiliar to me. Anyhow, do watch the movie coz it's still gudd ;)

And finally to SR and Mel, THANKYOUUS for the lovely prezzies that you had given me. Love you girls lotsaaas. <3 <3

xoxo

ps. 3 more days to Paramore show!!!

2010-03-02T06:22:00.000-08:00

Whee~ Done up a pair of "Brand New Eyes" shoes. Gonna wear it to the concert, I suppose. Its like the only Paramore gear I have since I do not have any of their fan shirts. Now, I'm currently stressing over how I'm gonna get to the indoor stadium safely.

5 more days to go~

xoxo

2010-03-01T06:20:00.000-08:00

6 DAYS MORE TO PARAMORE CONCERT!!!

Omg I totally can't wait man. I'ma die soon.

xoxo

2010-02-25T23:33:00.000-08:00

Sad Hayley:(

Happy Hayley!:)

LOL. Found this funny pics of Hayley just now.

OMG EXACTLY 10 MORE DAYS TO PARAMORE'S CONCERT!!!!! SOMEONE"S GOTTA CALM ME DOWN!!! BUT IT WILL NOT WORK!!!!

xoxo

2010-02-25T06:41:00.000-08:00

Had my medical check-up with SR today. Okay, so a health check-up is not actually as bad as it seems. Just bugs me because of the fact that I have to pay $24.50 out of my own pocket for it.

Well at least the twenty plus bucks comprises of a goodie-bag which includes:

1. A packet of chocolate milk that deserves only a few sips
2. A granola bar
3. A coupon that allows me to pay just $8 to get into Escape/WWW

The first thing I did after registering is to get my urine test done. I think they're really stupid to have Auto-flush toilet bowl because it flushes right after I stood up from the toilet seat. Which caused me to be really flustered and hastily dip my urine test slip into the bowl.

Next is the taking of height and weight, eye check-up, and the checking of my pulse rate, which is done as it is. I had my X-ray next, which requires me to take of my top and put on this long robe. And then I just had to breath in and out and I'm done.

The last thing is the consultation, which took seconds. Afterwards, me and SR compared medical forms. I lawled when SR showed me that the nurse wrote 53.3 for her weight when actually it was 35.3. HAHA. What a muddle-headed nurse.

Overall, I'm mega-annoyed with all the paperwork and crap that we gotta complete, just for enrolment into poly, when JC people jolly well just go to school with student priced bus cards. Hmph! :(

xoxo

2010-02-23T21:24:00.000-08:00

After one day of work, I've finally completed the card for Paramore which is on its way to USA today.

Yepp. So that's my drawing of Paramore in my - according to Ruby - Suspicious Style. I really do hope they like it. It may look simple but the colouring does take some time. I tried requesting for an autograph too...and I hope it works. Ok see ya lates:D

xoxo

2010-02-23T07:15:00.000-08:00

Dad stayed home today to help us fix the drawers we bought at IKEA last week. The drawers are AWESOME and they fit right into my (and my sis') room as its made from pine wood. Our desks are made of pine, our shelves are made of pine and our cardboard boxes from Daiso LOOKS like pine. Plus the fact that our things are a truckful (or say,truckfulS), the two-drawer set is perfect for us. Here is my lovely new drawer, with some of my Paramore stuff displayed:

That's the nicest thing I have ever done to any furniture, I guess. The rest of my room are pretty much censored.

Yikes! I would like to blog summore but Dad is nagging at me to go to sleep. Sigh. I will listen to him this time because of the new furniture. So goodnight:)

xoxo

2010-02-17T05:45:00.000-08:00

Paramore's The Only Exception and Avril's Alice videos are all out on the same day! Yayye!

The Only Exception is once again, an awesome video from Paramore, with tons of Valentine's Day cards sent in by the fans. Sad case I saw the post too late and was wayyy past the deadline for the submission of Valentine's Day card. Hmph. Anyway, the video is so good that for the first time in my blogging life, I'm gonna post a video here. Enjoy!

xoxo

2010-02-15T20:14:00.000-08:00

Saw some photos of us when we were little yesterday at Grandma's house. Not sure why I felt a pang of...feeling. Somehow I wish I could turn the Time Turner over and over again and return to those times when my only worries are whether Mummy lets me have that piece of candy or not.

This CNY is really lacking.

xoxo

2010-02-14T22:29:00.000-08:00

2010-02-14T21:41:00.000-08:00

Okay okay I shall admit it. My hair shouldn't be wet when dyeing. Well it was. So the dye din't get on. At least there's still a leeeeeeeeeeeeettle bit of colour in VERY bright sunlight.

Oh well.

Anyways, I learnt many things while being exposed to the working world. I shall give an advice: If your colleague goes to the airport to welcome her best friend from Japan and then there's a traffic conjestion which made her late for work, but the boss had wanted to deliver the goods over to the shop, and to their horror the shop was not open because your colleague was late, and they had to leave the goods at the opposite shop and then give your colleague a good chide, which caused her to be in a bad mood and put all the blame on you when you are 100% innocent, JUST IGNORE HER.

And in addition, give her a Dove Amicelli chocolate if it was Valentine's Day Eve, although you totally regretted getting her a candy after her bad attitude. PUT UP OR SHUT UP.

Okay, I'm done with the rants.

Yesterday was the first day of CNY and this year things were not exactly the same as the past years. Me and the girls were so damn bored that we suddenly decided to watch a movie. Since yesterday was Valentine's Day, we went to Plaza Sing to watch Valentine's Day. First time seeing Taylor Swift on the big screen. She was reeeally cute and awesome. Taylor Lautner and her really make a great couple<3>

Yayye.

xoxo

2010-02-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

OH YA.

Josh Farro is not coming to Singapore with the other Paramore members cos he's getting married. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I mean, he can get married but not on the day of my long-awaited concert. Sobs.

:'(

2010-02-10T06:57:00.000-08:00

SO SAD.

My hair is still as black as my father's armpit hair after using Liese. Here's an advice: Don't use Liese if your hair is veeerrry black. I practically left the dye on for like 45 minutes when it is supposed to be done in 30. What a waste of a good 20 bucks. Had an unsatisfying haircut yesterday, along with the dye. There goes my long hair. I mean, its still long but its shorter. But I think it will grow out to be thicker, hopefuls. Okay...tired, off to bed:)

xoxo

2010-02-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

I saw the terrorist again today. Lol.

2010-02-07T06:55:00.000-08:00

Don't worry, nothing fell into my toilet today.

Bought my first hair dye ever. Even if you are not a couch potato and doesn't watch TV (commercials) all day, you should have seen the ad for Liese bubble hair dye. Yupp. Pwetty~! That's what I have at the corner of my desk now:

See? Yay. Hope it will turn out reddish though I doubt it. Just did a skin allergy test. Should be okay, I s'ppose...

Interesting things always happen at work. Yesterday a lady who looked like a terrorist came in at ten and put her bag(with a bomb in it[?]) on the floor and instructed my colleague severely NOT TO TOUCH IT. And then she asked the price of almost everything. And bought nothing. She scrammed and came back at around two in the afternoon with her bomb[?] and looked at the wallets for a bloody looooong time. When I go home at ten at night, I saw her. Again. Nuts.

Gonna turn in now. CNY is coming btw. Yippee:)